I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

feeling rather down now
something happened, its my fault. sorry phoebe :(
listening to modern dance's cd, making me feel even more depressed
but we learnt that its really okay to cry if we need to
its not good to hold the tears back.
its okay to cry as long as we know it makes us stronger after that.

saw some stuff that made me unhappy today
shan't elaborate what.
but i get reminded of everything whenever i see her.
dont like that happening but i cant help it
arr why do i alwaysblog about sad stuff.
was quite hurt too, but i think its just me being over senstive

theres no point worrying if i know there wont be a solution
so i will try to remain HAPPY (:

but i cant seem to be able to move on
because i always get caught in the past
i need a push forward..

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